my toughest battle

I find myself struggling so much with the daily aspects of the christian life. I hate waking up in the morning and having to fight to find my passion of God I had the night before. I know that the christian life is not about emotional highs, but there are times when I just want to worship God in everything I do but then other times when I fight tooth and nail with my worldly passions and getting to the point where I am passionately pursuing God seems near impossible. A want to have a love for Jesus that transcends all my moods and emotions and all times of day. There are times when I just want to draw near to God and other times that drawing near to him seems like a chore. I just wish there was a simple solution to this.