India and my life as it is now

This summer I have the opportunity to travel to India to support a local Christian ministry there. I will be there for over a month from the middle of June until late July. One of my goals while there is to do a lot of writing about the expirence. I hope that I can figure out how to translate some of my thoughts over here. I have been living selfishly and in apathy these past few months and I am tired of all of it. I hope to simply begin writing more on here as well in the months leading up my trip this summer. A friend texted me something today that reminded me why my life feels like it is in shambles right now emotionally and otherwise. I have my Spring Break next week and I will be back home for a week and its going to be a great time to collect myself and make some serious changes.